"Insatiable"part 8+dark story about vampires

There was no one to help me.I had impression that one person observed everything with sadness , with anxiety, but it could  seem to me like that. I wanted to die, I wanted to stop my pain,  inability of cry was so hard,I could not scream stayed inside of me. God how long I have to suffer like that!!
My nightmare lasted and had no end and then I woke up in the night, thrown next to waterfall, I was lying on the shore, naked, was so cold, I could not get up, I felt  cold water, I was deprived of power, hungry, exhausted, I wanted to fight for my life, but had no  strength at all , I've been waiting...